Lately I’ve been focusing on what I can do to make other people happy. Most people will be selfish and they’ll never return anything at all. Some people will be weirded out, and they won’t want to know you at all. But eventually, you’ll find another weirdo like yourself. It’ll be fun to ask them how their day was, and then they’ll have fun asking you how your day was. And then you might realize that what is happening now is better than nothing happening at all, ever again.
Lack of motivation to end it. I last tried in July/Aug and ended up in hospital for 5 days.
I just need a nudge towards trying again.
Lately I’ve been focusing on what I can do to make other people happy. Most people will be selfish and they’ll never return anything at all. Some people will be weirded out, and they won’t want to know you at all. But eventually, you’ll find another weirdo like yourself. It’ll be fun to ask them how their day was, and then they’ll have fun asking you how your day was. And then you might realize that what is happening now is better than nothing happening at all, ever again.